Poem 8

Healed My Heart

I come from a small town
Same about you!
Comprehended, something is shattered inside you
The night I met you
Ventured to console your broken feeling
That’s why I commended my Rieke healing
When they mistake my kindness
As my weakness
When life was disturbed and lifeless
You healed my ached soul in the silence
When the conclusion of every conversation was pointless
Your intentions are clear and concise
While they told me some bitter lies
Only to play with my vulnerable heart like a dice
Everyone was surprise
To see me turning out as cold as ice
Yet no one helped me at least once or twice
But your aura feels so warm and wise
That again healed my heart under the glorious blue skies
I am grateful to you for being my Paradise
Without even compensating any price
No one has fascinated me before
Breathing with you is like sitting on a peaceful shore
Didn’t feel enchanted by anyone before
Being with you is like winning a pool lottery
That’s why I am talking to you in poetry
That’s why I will serve you for eternity
If you ever get stuck in the darkness
I promise to navigate your GPS

~ Chinki Ridhi Choudhary

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Poem 7

Hostage

My solitary made me a deserted ghost
I was not handy for any boy’s host
I got so many questions
Thought the universe has sent you for another life lesson
Or to put me into another recession
I eternally craved to be honoured
Until one day you expressed
How it feels like to be loved
Even when life felt dreadful
You made me feel beautiful
You fill every part of my spirit
Just like sunshine shoves
The shadiest Earth’s rift
Believed people often sold down the river
Scared of getting my trust crumbles
So I kept my feelings inside the journal
But you’ve been so gentle and humble
That I often urge myself to mumble
I had so many concerns and fear
But now I wish you’d be near
You’re one of the rarer gifts from the Lord
That I accepted whether I wanted or not
Just to have a blast
We keep annoying each other
Without Getting Bothered
Without Being Asked
Are our souls entangled in the past
Now I don’t want to escape
As you make me feel safe
You make my heart giggle without shyness
You are kind of strong masculine energy
That I wasn’t aware my feminine passion was craving
Hence my soul is ready to strip down
And dive inside the sultry ocean of your Humour And Intelligence
Now I have a question for you
Even in days full of tension
How on the Earth
Your hands endeavour for
The Mood Of Attention?

~By Chinki Ridhi Choudhary

Poem 6

Godsend

A handful had doubted my worth
This gave rise to suspicious about the purpose of my birth
I was hopeless
Frequently I got anxious
You empowered my lacks
Just to make my success obvious
You urged me to do the most
By refilling me with belief and hope
Consequently, I pledge to stick by your end
Let me show how proud I am to call you my friend
I wish the Universe have more souls like you
Who supports humanity all out the of blue
When they refused to help and acted blind
And compassion was hard to find
You faded away fear from my apprehensive mind
You helped me to regain my faith
Filled me with kindness again
In a world full of ungrateful mess
You represented a grand act of selflessness
Thank you for being my Croesus
To those times when I felt relatable to the main character of “The Metamorphosis”
I was the definition of brittleness
I was in great solitary with the terror of loneliness
Commendations to you for making me feel better
And enlightening me about the blessings of gentleness
I obliged you for solacing me so well
I owe you forever
For bringing me out of a gloomy hell!

~ Chinki Ridhi Choudhary

Poem 5

Au Revoir Bisous

I kept pouring love into your soul till it overflows
Yet when it was your turn,
You abandoned me in my lows
For this,
I have revamped myself
From warm to cold,
From compassionate to ruthless
I can’t forget the way you treated me,
Merely to make me feel useless
You were just a wet blanket in my life
Who often stabbed me with a nasty knife
I was on my knees,
It was arduous to breathe
Your audacity made you believe what you did was right
But, is it fair to take away someone’s light!
You judged me hard
You played your card
I become quite
Every day I forbade to fight
You don’t have to know what you perpetrated
Karma has a whole record of your wicked deeds
Strategies!
That you have executed to fulfil your hunger
And thirst of your greed 
My heart was crumbled,
It was nearly impossible to heal
You compelled me to feel
I deserve all these in the depth of healing
How can I forget those grief, suffering, sorrow, misery, agony or in short,
The pessimistic feelings
Not abruptly but eventually
I would forgive everything
Moreover, Karma won’t pardon anything
You keep impersonating,
You are a God’s child
Continuously you will be deteriorating
Because you are unethical and wild
Forgiveness is bravery
Begrudge is slavery
So, I wish you all well
Regardless karma will never grant your apologies
And will ultimately plop you in the hell

~ Chinki Ridhi Choudhary

Poem 4

Agradecer

Midnight I was thinking,
Thinking without blinking
Felt my heavy soul was sinking
Midnight I was thinking,
Reckoning about our bond
If you didn’t show up then I was ready to disown
But you proved that your words and actions do correspond
Midnight I was thinking,
Fretting about the operation of my knee
And you were studying for your exam for a reputed university
You comforted me even though you were busy
For a master’s student, I don’t think it’s easy
Midnight I was thinking,
“Thinking” won’t get me anything
So I must practice telepathy
To connect with you, who has empathy
Midnight I was thinking,
About the after operation scars
Which I got from one of my brand new cars
By staring at the stars,
I wonder how can someone come with me this far
And pleasantly surprised, how can you calm my soul without a cigar
Midnight I was thinking, 
Our recent argument
Those words we said to each other in the heat of temperament
Well, I miss the time when we used to give each other compliment
Midnight I was thinking,
Your current peculiar misbehavior
How you turned to be vile from my savior 
Midnight I was thinking, 
This time I won’t be your kryptonite
With You, I’ll also hold our bond tight
We may fight
But in the night 
When the sky is twinkling and bright
With delightful moonlight
Together we’ll make out things alright
Midnight I was thinking,
Of those times, you caught me when I fall
You were too afraid to leave me on my own
So instead of leaving me alone
You reassured and comforted me as if I were at home
Sometimes I wonder of
Me and you
The more you care for me,
Accordingly, I will too

~ Chinki Ridhi Choudhary

Poem 3

Standing Alone in the Rain

Are we presumed to be for a lifetime
Or just for a moment of prime
I was a drug for your flu
So many days were squandered on you
You appreciate it but when
I feel it, I loathe it
Wish I could snatch it back from you
What am I supposed to do
To be with you or leave you
You asserted you can afford my fondness
Now you are telling me it’s cost the earth, out of madness
The saddest of tragedy
Has left you empty
Once was an ocean of love
Now it’s a wasteland of ashes and dust
Between us,
Everything is already discussed
So why are you eradicated with shame
Inundated with pain
And standing alone in the rain?

By Chinki Ridhi Choudhary

Poem 2

Ain’t one-sided

Old friend,

I reckoned,

That you are my close friend

That you are my real friend

That we will never have an end

Nevertheless, you ascertain me wrong instead

Old friend,

Let me give an account of,

That I was waiting for you with an open door

By ignoring the reality that you didn’t care anymore

Old friend,

I foresaw,

That you could have a stay

Yet you left away

Old friend,

I still didn’t believe it,

How we were almost there to cut the ties

I am not startled but sympathise

With how the good time flies

Old friend,

I yearned,

That you could have consoled

Rather you behaved so distantly and cold

Now I can not forget the nasty stuff that you told 

Old friend,

Let’s reminiscence,

When I needed assistance

I told everyone you were there

But nonentity knows, how you disappear

Old friend,

Forthwith I want to confess,

About the last mess

How each night when I lay down on my bed

All the things you have said

Repeatedly echoes in my head

Maybe your reasons behind saying so soon will be comprehend

Old friend,

I confined in you,

You also know, I can’t open up to another person

Because only you bring out my best version

But lately, you compelled me to feel as if, I am just a burden

Old friend,

I forgave you

Because you forgave me too

Now we shall presume,

That our friendship is eternal

Well, I have manifested it by writing a journal

Old friend,

Let me divulge to you,

That you are my most understanding friend

So, I have taken an oath, I’ll be with you till the end

Old friend,

Let’s apodictic together,

That the appetite for our friendship will only grow

That the understanding between us must overflow

For this, to you everything I bestow

Old friend,

Now everything is fine,

As I have shared parts of my life and not just the time

Our friendship is for eternity and has no deadline

Moreover, I am aware you don’t like someone feminine and divine

Still, I will be your forever partner in crime

Because you also can not deny,

That I take you to the cloud nine

By ~ Chinki Ridhi Choudhary

Poem 1

Quandary

When conferring help for others,

Why do some people act insane?

Tell them!

You have got nothing to lose and

They have got nothing to gain

So endeavour to help all living beings and not precisely human

Treat all species with kindness,

Treat them with compassion who are in anguish and pain

Because I believe,

The primary purpose of life is to serve others in need and

Not to rush in the traffic lane

Regardless,

I have tried to explain,

The true meaning of the human domain

But I speculate,

People intentionally act nerds as if they’re high on cocaine

Yet the question arises how can I make such claims!

Well, haven’t you heard about the war between Russia and Ukraine

Though there are a handful of people who have more than sufficient

But instead of helping and encouraging others, they urge to complain

And so I worry about this, again and again

Whether humanity will survive or will go in VAIN!

~ Chinki Ridhi Choudhary