Poem 14

Breath

It has been a while  
Since I’ve been evading my mind  
Now it feels like, it’s high time
To share a portion of my deep thinking that either can be considered as poison or an antidote. Or maybe both combined!
This poem will be relatable to most of us
for others, it may be a matter to discuss!
Well even though we do fetch a plethora of thoughts oftentimes,
it becomes difficult to start writing a single line.
Anyway let’s review,
The narrative of what we underwent behind,
along with how we all have discovered celibacy and wisdom by blunder and design
while living different phases of life without any clue.
By the way,
Verdicts are welcome to accept my opinions or decline.
Undoubtedly people from Tokyo to Peru,
Throughout life undergo “shades of blue”,
Anyhow stay committed to high ambitions to pursue.
What I acknowledge is that “phases of life” are only “signs of the time”.
It’s ascertained, that whenever we get stuck in places and people with glue,
it’s nature that nurtures us to renew.
By putting us on cloud nine with a magnificent view,
Then throwing us down in a “ring of fire” with a feeling of blue!
From dusk to dawn we all come across a bunch of people who have been true and untrue,
raising the dilemma of letting go or waiting for them in the queue!
But isn’t it usual to have counterpoise feelings for both old and new?
Because not only me but also you,
We all get overloaded with almost every attitude!
On one hand, we may demonstrate Shades Of Light Blue,
Associated with, healing, reliability, calmness, intelligence, and reassurance but
On the other hand, we also have exhibited Shades Of Dark Blue,
Associated with sadness, Depression, Aloofness, and Melancholy too.
Now as we go the extra mile in life,
We analyze and realize how we have survived all the highs and lows,
While encountering judgments that come with cons and pros,
Which influences us to act conclusively
and leads us to behave impulsively!
Don’t you relate,
we all have been once blind, 
All those answers were in front of us yet were hard to find!
In our mind,
we get deep thoughts to talk about,
Yet we choose to stay quiet,
As deep thoughts come with an indication of doubt!
I’ve read some people through,
Some misfortunes make them assume, that the way they feel is taboo.
But trust me honey all these feelings are nothing new,
We experience something of everything to aid understanding and virtues as we grew!
Everyone including me and you,
Have visited Arorabollis where and when all we wish the light to be put off from our eyes,
Leaving us alone in an ecotone of Dark Paradise.
I persist and resist conceding,
While battling with constant mental stimulation,
we neither wish to be convinced nor to engage in any conversation.
Which is typically considered a bizarre notion!
Regardless this philosophy differentiates human beings from species things.
Coming to the point!
Whenever our silence gets misconstrued and anguish gets too complicated to bear,
for a couple of days, weeks, months, or even years,
we simply desired to disappear 
rather than pretending that we are here.
During those times all we want to be left in solidarity,
where we can write our songs and poetry.
Let us discern every emotion we want to feel.
Let us heal!
Hand over us adequate space and time.
And wait till we come out fine!

~Chinki Ridhi Choudhary